NUNU!

2012-02-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

Do you know how difficult it is to be apart from the people who have

watched you become who you are today?

No? /:

2012-02-06T23:14:00.004+08:00

My timeline is filled with so many tweets bout you today. I know today is just like any other day for you. I may not be there for you as much as you are for me, but whatever happens, imma try be there for you. Yes, Nur Irna Suziyanna, Im talking bout you.... Heh heh.

Happy 20th birthday, darling! Have an everlasting flow of happiness and may everything goes on smoothly for you this year. Whatever challenges that is coming for you, I hope you overcome it. Ingat... Allah itu adil dan dia sayangkan kau. He wont put you through all of this challenges if He knows you cant overcome it. Thank you for being there for me; going through my whining days, my never ending laughing at almost everything.

Me, Sab and Ham are sending you all the love you need through the video we made for you. I hope it cheered you up just a little; since you've been down lately. We love you, I hope you know that. Heh heh. <3

2012-01-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

6th day of 2012. Im still in disbelieved that it's already 2012. And thinking that Im ending my Year 2 in a few more weeks, is definitely scaring me out. After which, Im left with one more year before I get hold of my Diploma.

I know it's only 6 days into 2012 but somehow, it's already going good. Better than I expected. Okay, shall not get too excited bout this. You won't know what's going to happen in the future right? But I can foresee myself being in the stress zone, starting from next week. Yeap, school is finally starting. Well, at least, for me.

It's going to be a hectic term. But God Willing, Im going to pull this through.

2011-12-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

The year is coming to an end. Tomorrow, marks the last day of 2011. How time flies without you noticing. Have you look back at what you have done this year? How many good/bad deeds you have done? How many people broke your heart? How many times you've cried? How many times you laughed this year? How many new friends you have made?

Not yet? Then, I guess it's time you do.

2011 is not coming back after it struck 12am tomorrow.

Im not going to make any New Years' Resolution cause whenever I do, I messed it up and get myself into a deeper hole. Maybe I'll make it up as I go through 2012 with the ones I love. I just hope and pray that I'll get through whatever challenges that is awaiting for me in 2012. And that I'll be strong enough to face it; be it alone or with ones I love.

To the people who have stuck by me, there is no amount of Thank You I can say to tell you how grateful I am to have such wonderful people in my life; supporting me all the way.

Yeap, Im bless. Im truly am. <3

2011-12-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

"Hujan bawa air mata ku, yang mengalir membasuh luka ku.

Agar dia tahu ku terseksa, tanpa cinta dia di hati ku..........."

2011-12-17T20:50:00.004+08:00

Time's passing by too fast. 2011 is coming to an end in exactly 2 weeks! Times like this, all you need to do is to sit down and reflect what you've done this few months of this year and whether you did any good for yourself.

Truth to be told, I didn't have a wonderful year. Too many heartache and headache. Sometimes, it happened concurrently, I wished it all stopped. But of course, I had a couple of funny moments too; Memorably ones. The ones I wished I could rewind back and feel it happening again.

And of course, I met so many new beautiful souls. And some, I reconnected. No matter what happened, I am definitely blessed.

2 more weeks to close this year's chapter and open another new one. Hopefully, Im able to pull this through and leave whatever happened in 2011, behind. I don't want to linger on it anymore. But you won't know what will happen in the future, am I right?

Till then....

2011-12-17T00:57:00.001+08:00

2011-12-15T00:07:00.004+08:00

No one said this is going to be easy. Everybody told me I should leave before I was left.

But I didn't listen.

I'm not going to say I'm fine. Neither am I going to say that I'm not.

Truth is, I was never fine. Never was.

I pretended to be. I've always pretended to be fine. Cause honestly, no one is perfectly fine.

I keep everything in me. Yes, it's unhealthy. But what am I supposed to do?

I only speak to the ones I trust. And I only have a few.

Now, I'm taking everything in, like I always do. Taking little baby steps back where I'm supposed to be.

I'll be fine. I know I will. Someday, just not now.

But till then, I'm putting it in God's hand, where it has always been.

2011-11-30T20:55:00.002+08:00

To the one person who have seen me growing up.

To the one person who will always have my back.

To the one person who have pampered me.

Happy birthday, dearest Aunty!

I love you. So very much. <3

2011-11-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

When I know my day cannot get any better, this song always helps. ♥

2011-11-23T23:14:00.004+08:00

Dear Nurul Amanina,

I know you're drained out, I know you're tired, I know you've been having off/on headaches for the past few days. But your 2 weeks break are coming up soon. Real soon. Just hold on to another 3 more weeks of school. You can do this!

2011-11-21T23:44:00.001+08:00

"There's always that one person, that will always have your heart."

2011-11-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

It's really something when you can get 3 strangers to become very close friends at the end of the day. Yeaps, presenting to you, my favourite girls in school; Constance, Nurun and Ayshah.

What would I do without them in school? Who's going make me laugh if it wasn't for them? Who's going to make stupid, lame but laughable jokes if it wasn't for them? Who am I supposed to rant my hearts out to if it wasn't for them? I can sense a very mundane 3 years of school if it wasn't for them.

Thank you babies for being such a wonderful souls. For always being there for me, for putting a smile on my face everyday when I know you girls have problems of your know. But we'll be there for each other till the end, yes?! Love you girls many many.

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2011-11-08T22:05:00.003+08:00

"So when you feel like trying again, reach out, take my hand.

See how great it could be, to fall in love with someone you can trust who would never give up."

2011-10-31T20:16:00.003+08:00

It's sad to see all the good times we've spent as come to end. Like I said, i'm not angry, i'm just disappointed. But there's nothing to be disappointed bout anymore. Our story has ended like how it should be.

I know I'm going to look back at it and miss you but that's another story I'll face in the future. I loved you then and I'll definitely love you now. But time will tell how this is going to last............. I'll be okay, and I know you will too.

Thank you for all the days that I needed you to put a smile on my face. Thank you for making sure I was okay when I was sick. Thank you for all the spams you've sent just to irritate me. Thank you pretty much on everything.

2011-10-23T13:23:00.002+08:00

I prayed everyday you'll be alright. I prayed everyday you'll stop being so monotone and start being yourself again.

It's taking too long but I know you need the time.

Watashi wa anata ga inakute sabishii, crazy boy. :'(

2011-09-14T20:07:00.003+08:00

Dear Sri Fatin, thank you for being there when I needed you. Thank you for listening to all my whining, all of my heartache and all of my happy moments. We might have our fights in the past but that just made our friendship even stronger.

Happy birthday, my dear.

I'll try my best to be there for you when you need me.

I know you had an awesome birthday today. Don't you lie to me, you idiot! HAHAHA. K no, kidding! Sayang kau~

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2011-09-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hi baby. I know you've been through a lot this year. But I just want you to know that I am proud of you. You've stay so strong. Even though you have all the rights to break down in front of me and cry your hearts out. I hope the Hershey's I bought for you cheers you up even more. Insyaallah, I'll buy you the Cookies and Cream Hershey's next okay?

We only knew each other this year. Got closer during Freshmen Orientations and I've never regret knowing the both of you. Nurun and Ayshah, thank you for being awesome. Sayang korang~ ^^,

2011-09-09T22:23:00.003+08:00

We might be different in age. And we might be coming from different batch year. But we're not different at heart.

This is truly heaven sent~

Thank you for the amazing day on Wednesday. Thank you, Dee for following us to the last house.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-09-08T00:29:00.004+08:00

"But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew.

All the things you say, they were never true, never true.

And the games you play, you would always win, always win."

2011-09-07T01:11:00.002+08:00

It has been eons of years since my last update to this blog.

Decided to activate it again and spice things up a little bit here.

Enough bout updating on my daily life. I think I've done that since I started this blog.

I'm not still certain bout what I'm going to update here but I'm going to try my best to have this blog up and alive.

Till then. ^^,

2011-09-07T00:00:00.006+08:00

Even though, you can be a pain at times, I am blessed to have a friend like you for the past 16 years. You have no idea how a simple hug from you can make my day.

There are so many problems, so many heartaches, so many headaches I've yet to tell you. Cause you know, I'd rather keep it to myself than have to trouble you with my whining. As long as I can stand on my two feet , I am going to be okay. You're always going to be the one of those friends I'm going to look for if I needed a shoulder to cry on, I'll promise you that.

I want to be able to call you my bestfriend for the next 16 years. And insyaallah, more years to come. Khairul Ariffin, thank you for always being there for me when you know you have all the rights to leave. Kau best! (Y)

2011-08-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

AN AWESOME WAY TO END MY WEEKENDS.

THANK YOU SO MUCH, A! THANK YOU SO BLOODY MUCH!

MY INSTINCT WAS RIGHT! YOU HAD SOME OTHER CHICK TO ENTERTAIN YOU. YOU HAD SOME OTHER CHICK TO FALL WITH.

ALL THIS TIME, I WAS JUST ANOTHER GIRL FOR YOU TO TEXT WITH TO PASS TIME. HAH.

YOU DID A GREAT JOB IN MAKING IT BELIEVABLE.

MAKING ME THINK YOU ACTUALLY CARED.

YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT ACTOR, AREN'T YOU?!?!

KUDOS TO YOU, A. FUCKING KUDOS!

2011-02-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

On second thought, i don't need Khy. You don't bother, i shouldn't be either.

2010-12-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

I NEED KHY NOW! :(

2010-12-12T19:14:00.002+08:00

It has been ages since i last updated here. The last post was on the 16 November, i think. And it's already December now. HAHAHA. Gosh~ Time flies.... Anyways, i'm just crazy bored now. Though i have two test this week and i just started studying on one module. -.-

And yes, this is my last week of school before school is close for 2 weeks! Going on a holiday with the family to KL on the 18th till the 21st. Then, i have a lot of upcoming plans. Excited please! Heh. Okay, to those who still bothers to view here, thank you for visiting. To those who bothers to still tag my very quiet tagboard, thank you for tagging.

Loads of love.

2010-11-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

SUPPP PEOPLE!

It has been such a long time since i step foot on this blog. Life's been crazy, school's been crazy but great. Overall, everything's fine now. Those who still view/visit and tag on my tagboard, you guys are so much appreciated. Many many love~ Heh.

Anyways, tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji already. Still have no clue what's the plan for tomorrow though. Oh oh! And i'm going to watch Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows on Sunday with my mother and brothers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yes~ Rupert baby, i'm coming! :D HAHAHAHA.

2010-10-29T23:15:00.004+08:00

Dear Khairul Ariffin,

Today marks the day you've finally turn 18! I've been waiting for this ever since my birthday past and that was 7 months and 13 days ago. But whatever, today is your day! I've already promised you that i'll be extra extra extra nice to you when we meet later... I hope i won't fail and disappoint you. Heh. Thanks for being there for me through thick and thin. I know at times you feel like punching me in the face whenever i get all whiny and stuff but you fortunately, you have never thought bout it. Thank god! Heh. And i never thought in a million years, that you would be one of the longest friend i knew and i am truly blessed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DUDE!

2010-10-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

Week 2 Day 3 of Semester 2. I swear i'm allllllllllllllllllllllllllllll tired out right now~

I could barely stay awake during CMaths lecture just now. Oh gosh! But i'm determine to do better this semester. Insyaallah. Amin!

2010-10-18T20:04:00.001+08:00

Yeah. I would like to know the answer to that too....

Would you put her before your everyone else?

2010-10-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hello darlings.....

Today marks another year to celebrate something really special in your life that comes only once every year. Your birthday. You two might be 4 years apart from each other but you guys have always have that special place in my heart.

Deeyana; You might just be 16 today but you're super matured to me. I've never seen anyone like you in my whole life and i'm glad i met you in school. With the O Levels coming up, i hope you try your best and prove to those who have doubted you that you can some serious butt in those exams. After Os are done, we'll try to have an outing and have fun and get rid of those stress. I always have faith in you. And yes, i miss being in MCC, dancing with you too. Heh heh.

Kak Baah; You have always been there for me when i needed you. Always encouraging me with your wise words. Always trying to make things better for everyone. That's why you're the best!

I hope after Dee is done with her O Levels, we could go out and have fun again like we used too. (L)

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, DEEYANA HASHIM!

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, RABAAH SAIDI!

Yours truly,

Nunu.

2010-10-15T22:59:00.003+08:00

I'm in love with Teenage Drama Shows now. Love love love.

A couple of my favourite drama show. The latest one, the lastttttttttttttttttt one, Degrassi! (L)

2010-10-13T18:00:00.002+08:00

School's reopening next week. Bleah~

But yes, i'll be seeing familiar faces i haven't been seeing for 5 weeks! Woooooooooo~

IT1007!

♥♥♥♥

2010-10-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

"Players don’t act boss. Having 20 girls chasing after you doesn’t make you look good. Treating one girl right and having 19 after you — now that’s boss."

2010-10-06T23:34:00.001+08:00

"Wah, handphone Sony Ericsson walkman seh. Dulu, aku pakai discman aje."

-Dian Izzanti.

2010-10-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

"Time passes. Memories fade. Feelings change. People leave. But hearts never forget."

-Cherlynn Shakespeare

2010-10-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

Why is it so hard for us to stay mad at each other just for 5 minutes? One of the advantage of knowing someone for 15 years, once you look at them or when they asked "What's wrong?", all of your disappointments/sadness/anger towards them are gone.

2010-10-01T23:57:00.002+08:00

Just for once in your life, stop giving me mini heartache bout you! Just for once in your life, stop troubling Ibu!

JUST FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE, STOP THINKING BOUT YOU!

2010-09-28T09:29:00.002+08:00

The fact that i don't have to sit through another year of DCN, makes my day a whole lot better. I promise i'll do better for IP Networking next semester. But pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee give us a good lecturer. PLEASE! :D

Alhamdullilah, aku lulus peperiksaan aku untuk pertama kali di Politeknik.

2010-09-26T22:25:00.001+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-09-23T22:13:00.001+08:00

Hello~ Tomorrow, i'm going to Jalan Raya with the Deyi people.

Aku excited bodoh. K, byeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

2010-09-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

For one of my best Godbrother ever.

For one of the most annoying person i ever know.

For the person i'm most comfortable talking to.

For the person who constantly bites, pinch me.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, KHAIRUL ANWAR!

From your sister, Nina. ♥

2010-09-21T16:37:00.000+08:00

2010-09-21T00:04:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, i accompanied Khy for his Medical Checkup. Yesterday, i vowed to myself that i'm never step foot on CMPB again. Yesterday, i went to Ayer Hitam under the most crazy weather! Yesterday, i ate a lot. :(

Yesterday, i discovered how much Khy sleeps a lot. Yesterday, Cik Ina and Cik Dawood reminded me to tell my future boyfriend that Khy's just a friend and nothing more even though we look like one. Yesterday, i realized that i'm blessed to have such a great friend like you.

2010-09-17T22:06:00.001+08:00

2010-09-16T23:39:00.003+08:00

Pasal cake pun nak kecoh-kecoh pe? Eh bro, cake mane-mane boleh beli lah. Pelokek hamun eh kau? Lagi pelokek dari Haji Bahkil!!! Kau ingat aku heran sangat dgn cake tu eh? Eh hello hello, mak aku pun ade order tu cake lah wei. And and bile-bile pun aku boleh beli lah tu cake eh. Kau nak kecoh-kecoh dah kenape? And lgipun eh, tu cake bukan kau yang beli dgn duit kau eh! Tu makcik aku beli utk orang makan. Bkn untuk kau aje eh. Memang tkde hati perut langsung ah orang pelokek mcm kau. Nampak je tua, perangai mcm bdk kecik baru masuk skola! Menyampah aku tgk muke kau. Nasib kau lgi tua dari aku. Kalau tak, smlm jgk aku dah sepak-sepak muke kau utk sume yg kau dah buat kat aku dgn abg aku.

2010-09-14T21:51:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SRI FATIN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAIRUL ADZHAR!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRYAN CHEW!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-09-13T18:28:00.002+08:00

This is one of my cousin. He's 3 or 4, i think.

2010-09-11T01:21:00.002+08:00

A couple weeks ago i dreamed bout my late grandpa. But in the dream, he was still alive and was in a hospital. I missed him so much and alhamdullilah, the family dropped by his grave site today. I held my tears back. I even looked away when my mother and big brother dropped a few drops of tears down their cheek. He's that important to me and my family.

2010-09-08T11:04:00.002+08:00

Need a new laptop bag?

Pouch?

Pencil Case?!?!?!

A personalized one?!

Go to,

http://personalizedme.wordpress.com/

I'm helping Hamimah out to spread the word on the site. Go check it out and get one for yourself. :D

2010-09-06T23:07:00.004+08:00

Picture above got nothing to do with today's post. That was just on of my random days. Feeling crazy bored, letting the time pass by me and such. HAHAHA. Oh oh! I have one more paper to sit on Wednesday. And bye bye school for 5 weeks of break. EHHHHHH~ best or what? hahaha.

Even Hari Raya is drawing near. Look at what my Big brother did today before i went to school for my paper...

Macaroon Cornflakes!!!!

i helped him shape the Macaroons. Heh. That batch is already packed and sealed for his colleague. Doing another batch tomorrow. And at least, these babies aren't has hard as rocks like the ones we did last year. So yes, it turned out naizeeeeeeeeee~ Heh heh.

Next paper, will be Programming Essentials. Am going to get started. :P

2010-09-06T11:46:00.000+08:00

"I remember the simple things

I remember till I cry

But the one thing I wish I'd forget

The memory I wanna forget

Is goodbye"

-Goodbye, Miley Cyrus

2010-09-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

HELLO HELLO HI HI! xD

It's bout 30 minutes till 12 and i've yet to do anything today for my next paper that is this coming Monday. So, to it make up, i'm going to do some past year papers later on after i'm done here. Anyways, the family is going on a trip to Geylang Sipaku Geylang tomorrow. Woooooooooo~ And yes, i am going to paster my Big brother to buy me dendeng since he didn't get me any when we was there. Still can asked me what food i want there before he went out. Ape saje! HAHAHA.

And and, me and my Big brother are on a mission to make Cornflakes Macaroons tomorrow too. Hopefully, it'll turn out nice and not as hard as a rock like the ones we did last year. I swear if i were to throw it to someone, he/she would suffer serious damage to the head. Seriously~ Wish us luck eh. Insyaallah. Heh heh.

2010-09-02T17:19:00.003+08:00

OH OH! HI HI!

It has been a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng time since i blogged here. Like i've said, Tumblr is much more convenient for me now. But whatever it is, ain't going to abandon my dear Blogger. Heh heh. Exams just started two days ago and my first ever paper in Polytechnic. My left hand was actually shivering while doing my CMaths paper last Tuesday. Don't ask bout today's paper either. Tsk! 2 down, 2 more to go~ Fasting month is coming to a close s

oon. Doesn't feel like a month at all. My preparation? Did none! I've yet to clean my room or rearranged it. And yes, it is in total mess right now!

And oh! Any of you have any idea what i did last Sunday? Heh heh.

I CUT MY SUPER LONG HAIR THAT FATIN'S JEALOUS BOUT, SHORT!

Okay, not too short. I'm still able to tie it up anddddddddddddddddddddddddd i have layers in them! Like finally okay! HAHAHA. Here here, take a look!

Teehee~ I suka. :D

2010-08-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

You don't know how upset am i right now. Oh yeah. Apparently, you don't care...

2010-08-25T10:26:00.001+08:00

KAK ZANTI! I think this song totally can relate to us. This shall be the next song you'll like! HEH. ♥

2010-08-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

I know i've been neglecting my blog. Can even sense it through the short posts i've been posting lately. I think my interest in blogging on Blogger is gone or something. Been spending my time on Tumblr cause it's easier to blog, reblog and stuff. But i have 1034 posts (plus 1) on Blogger already and the idea bout abandoning it is such a waste considering i've been blogging since 2005/2006. Tsk~

2010-08-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

"Me, myself and i

That's all i got in the end

That's what i found out

And it ain't no need to cry

I took a vow that from now on

I'm gonna be my own best friend"

-Me, Myself and I, Beyonce

2010-08-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Dear God, please tell me what i'm suppose to do? :'(

2010-08-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

Ramadhan has only been 10 days and Suria just showed a show bout Hari Raya and stuffs. I wouldn't lie if it didn't boost my Raya spirit cause it really did. But don't you think it's a little bit too early? Cause i've yet to go to Bazaar with the family, my father have yet to ask my brothers to buy the leaves to weave ketupat and my mother have yet to start baking on her very much delicious Pineapple Tarts. Tsk~

And Papa, hurry ask the brothers to buy the leaves! I want to try to weave ketupat again. Though i know i'm going to ruin it~ Heh. Dah semangat ni! :D

2010-08-17T20:12:00.002+08:00

After so long, i dreamed bout you. Again. And the feeling after i woke up, pretty much ached my heart. I wanted to go back to sleep and continue the dream, but i know that is impossible. Like how you and me is now. Impossible~

I can't help to visit your profile everyday now too. And that sucked cause i thought i was over you.

2010-08-16T23:53:00.003+08:00

I loved the original and i think the cover just made it better. Although the girl looked like she cannot be bothered like that. Pfft~ But nevermind lah....

2010-08-15T20:34:00.002+08:00

Finally tomorrow, i'll be able to start Fasting like everybody else in this house. I had to put my Fasting on hold cause my monthly problem came by and visited me. And with that, i hope nothing gets in my way. Insyaallah~

Oh yes, broke Fast outside with Zy yesterday. Had Thailand food and the Tom Yum Soup, power!

And yes, thanks babe for the necklace. Me likes~ :D

Now, i'm patiently waiting for my Dendeng to come home. Like finally! Heh.

2010-08-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullillah! I have finally recovered from fever. But i still have a wee bit of cough. Go away soon okay? I love you, NOT! Anyways, Fasting month is finally here and it's only the 2nd day today.

Oh! Did i tell you, my fever popped out of nowhere during the YOG Event i had in school?! Yes, it did. What luck! I have tried my best to be on high spirit but it failed miserably to the max. I was so weak that i sat on the floor almost throughout the event. Luckily my class was at the atrium and not under the hot sun!

And who is kind enough to buy Dendeng for me?! Been craving for it for so long. Omg~

2010-08-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

I'm having a YOG Event to attend in school in the afternoon later today (considering it already 12.36am now). I'm partially excited, partially not. But hopefully, it'll be an event to remember. And yes, i'm starting to love my class a lot whole. Maybe playing basketball during breaks strengthen the bond. Heh.

Hope to snap loads of pictures later for the event.

2010-08-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

“Over time, pictures fade
All that’s left are these empty frames
Sleepless nights, and stormy days
I’ve got proof that people change”

—	Empty Frame, Ne-Yo

2010-08-04T22:32:00.001+08:00

This puts a smile on my face, literally. :D

2010-08-03T23:22:00.001+08:00

2010-08-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

The same question has been on my mind ever since i got back from Sembawang Park last Saturday. It gave me a little spark of hope but knowing how i like putting things on my high hopes, brought me down again. I don't know. I really don't know.

I don't want to live knowing that i might have this chance. But on the other hand, i don't want to get my heart crush on something so worthless. This suck so much. Tsk~

2010-08-02T21:10:00.003+08:00

31 August 2010: Computing Maths (9am - 11am)

2 September 2010: DCN (9am - 11am)

6 September 2010: IWeb Application (4pm - 6pm)

8 September 2010: Programming Essentials (4pm - 6pm)

Yes, my exams timetable is already out. It feels like just yesterday that i started Polytechnic life mann.. I have to do my best for this examinations. Especially DCN eh. No playing around already. :O

2010-08-01T15:17:00.002+08:00

A few of the pictures of the outings me and Zy had with them.

More at Arrieyana's Facebook and on my Multiply. :D

2010-08-01T01:46:00.002+08:00

There comes a point where I just shrugged everything whenever people asked me bout you. Yes, i've stopped caring since you did the same. And Cik Ina was right. I shouldn't be thinking bout others. I should start thinking bout myself and those who truly love and care bout me.

I would be lying if I said that my heart doesn't hurts cause it does now. That's why i have this walls built in front of me. To shield all the pain i've been feeling.

No one will know...

And Khy, we need a proper meet up soon.

You have a lot of explaining to do, dude.

Seriously....

2010-07-30T19:36:00.005+08:00

If i ever get a boyfriend like him, i would be the most

blessed girl on Earth. I swear.

Kevin McHale... ♥

2010-07-29T23:48:00.001+08:00

2010-07-28T17:54:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes I wonder how everyone would be if I weren't around."

i cant wait for my 3 weeks of study break to finally stroll in. i need to plenty of rest and hit the books fast! DCN Retest tomorrow, i hope to at least pass it. please lah.... for once! :(

and Khy, thanks for being understanding. i know how much you hate to hear me whine bout stuffs that does not need my attention. but i cant help it. and this time, i cannot control it either.

and yes, im still very much upset now....................................

2010-07-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

i swear i had tears in my eyes when i was sleeping yesterday. fcuk all this emotions im feeling right now. i hate being weak. i hate crying all over my pillow. i hate waking up and having that puffy feeling. urghhhhhhhhhhh~

2010-07-24T00:14:00.005+08:00

Bad boy look
Smart
Plays soccer
Has a great smile
Formal attire *melts melts*

what else can you surprise me, Eye Candy? :D heh.

2010-07-20T23:24:00.002+08:00

this is my most busiest week yet! i have Java Practicals tomorrow, DCN Quiz 2 on Thursday and CMaths Differentiation on Friday. on Week 16, i have another presentation and my webpage is not even done yet. and by Thursday, the project file is to be handed in. some of the practicals, me and Constance have yet to even touch it! urgh, this fcuking suck mann...

i cant wait for Study Break, i can finally can my head on the right track and study like mad for the upcoming exams. and with Fasting Month coming, i need to be more patiently. insyaallah~

i might just update my blog during the weekends. cant wait for Sunday!!!

SAKURA INTERNATIONAL BUFFET, IM COMING BABY! :D

2010-07-18T01:23:00.002+08:00

it's 1.24am right now and im still pretty much awake. doing slides for Monday's presentation. mind you, it's an individual presentation and everybody is going to listen to my crap! crap~ :O

i have so many fcuking test this coming week. i have Java Practicals on Wednesday afternoon. the next day, i'll be having DCN Quiz 2. and the next day, CMaths test on differentiation. wow, i can sense a headache coming up mann... okay, i better get done with my slides before i call it a night. :D

2010-07-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

i really like to thank Wednesday's timetable mann... thank god i ended early today. was supposed to meet Zy after school but that woman text me early in the morning saying she's down with the fever. haiyayaya~ get well soon okay?! anyways!!!!!!!

got to see Eye Candy today! like finally. *melts*

heh heh. im going off to get my nap soon. well, after im done downloading You Don't Mess With The Zohan. 10 more minuttttttttttes~~ :D and yes, im downloading many videos mann! just in case school's internet gets bitchy with me again tomorrow. i dont want to get bored and end up playing Minesweeper again like last week. hoho~

okay, i shall be off after the downloading is done.

2010-07-12T21:25:00.003+08:00

if everyone in this world has a mask to put on, i think life would be easier. hiding away from their problems, running away from reality. i hate the fact that two of my close people are not in good terms and i dont know how to make them throw away their egos aside. but the fact that im not in that school anymore, makes it all easier... i may sound harsh, but what else can i do? i cant be siding one person and leave the other hanging... but whatever it is, i think both of you are matured enough to do the right thing.

and tiffany hunney, i hope you're doing okay. i know it's hard but you cant do much now. i guess, going with the flow would be a good thing for you now. you know im going be there for you. for fatin and herlina too... (:

2010-07-11T15:35:00.002+08:00

it has finally strike me that Fasting month is like a month away from now. or is it less than a month? something like that lah eh... HAHAHA. my mother was sweeping the floor just now and she came into my room and asked me "nak colour ape?"and yes, i was blur. after i know what she was talking bout, i just gave a list full of colours. they better pick one of the colours i told them. this always happened every year okay. after i give them a list full of colours, they end up buying other colours. -.-

and i told my mother that i want to wear Kebaya Nyonya for this year. Fasting is weeks away and im already thinking of what to do with my hair and what kind of henna design im going to do on my hand... semangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat doh! hahaha.

okay, im going back to studying for my upcoming test on Tuesday. baaaaaaaaaaaah~

2010-07-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

school this week totally drained the energy out of me. like seriously... i was already giving up to get my ass out of bed by the third day of school. but i still can bus down to Tampines to meet up with Herlina on Wednesday when i can go home and rest. -.- but it was alright though. heh.

oh oh! and attended Chong Meng's BBQ yesterday. crazy fun! i miss secondary school life. and yes, before i forget

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, TAN CHONG MENG!

may you have an everlasting flow of happiness and all of your wishes come true. :D

and i have a looooooooooooooooooot to do mann! i have an IWeb written paper this coming Tuesday, DCN and Java Practicals the following week and i've yet to hand in DCN PKA file to my tutor. isssssh~ and can you believe that im doing DCN right now?! look below!

many people knows how much i detest the module but im at high spirit to buck up! even bryan is willing to teach me. well, that was what he told me yesterday. hohohohoho~

2010-07-05T17:17:00.002+08:00

Day 1 of Week 12 is done! hahaha. got to see Eye Candy early in the morning. wooo~ best!

i guess my class is bonded more after the activity we had to do in the morning. crazy fun! HAHAHA. during break, my Sim card had to give me 101 problems. couldnt access my phone at all! scary right?! had to buy a new Sim card. fcuk sia. luckily, singtel is selling at $8 only. pheeeeeeeeeeew~ so yeah, currently using new number. and lets hope, this number last! HAHAHA. so, please ask okay?! love you many many.

tomorrow's going to be a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng day~ ending at 6pm tomorrow. tsk.

2010-07-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

as usual, picnic with Zy, Abg Ayun, Khy and Arrieyana was fun! too many jokes, laughed too much! went to Woodlands Waterfront. the place was super nice to the max, i tell you. and right in front was already Johor Bahru. heh. Abg Ayun's friend, Haziq came by too for fishing. by late afternoon, Cik Ina and Cik Dawood came by with more food! yummmmmmmmmmmmz~

oh! it is so nice to finally see that mok mann.... heh heh. and Abg Ayun has already had his POP yesterday. he is ALMOST a free man now. (read the capital and bold words eh. HAHAHA.)

best best best!!!! next outing with them will be, i dont know... karaoke?? and i want watch Twilight Saga: Eclipse!!! HAHAHA. :P

i dont know how much my heart can take all the new news i've been hearing bout you today. it hurts, real bad. you're turning into someone im afraid you'll be. i know people change and shitz, but why must you? i dont like the new you. i want the old you back.... i think it's time for me to let everything out. so, you'll understand how much everybody's suffering with your pain. im sorry boy, i just want you back.... :(

2010-07-01T17:18:00.004+08:00

im still in school at this hour. ending soon, i guess...

laughed a whole lot today. bloody hell. lets just hope i wont cry at home or anything. no no, please! oh, and i saw my Eye Candy! yes ah~ heh. problems flew away just like that! HAHAHAHA. :P

oh oh and, Abg Ayun's POP is tomorrow. bet he's super excited till he's jumping up and down like a little kid! HAHAHA. i miss him a looooooooooooooooooooooooot lah~

ABG! JOM KUA! hahaha. :DD

okay, its 7.11pm right now. im finally home! pheeeeeeeeeeew~ i am not going to take 159 ever again if i end school late. two 159 buses were fcuking full! in the end, constance and junjie decided to hail a cab and constance told me to drop off with her. wasted my time, like seriously. if i knew, i would have waited for 45. :/

2010-06-29T18:34:00.002+08:00

thank god today's presentation is done! overall, my group did great! :D

and yes, im already deprived of sleep. oh Friday, please come faster. i need you now!!! heh.

oh oh, im most excited for prawning next week with my classmates.

and did i tell you how happy am i right now?! i feel like im on cloud nine this very second. i dont know what i see in him, but he's just so different. aku suka sekali. heh. okay, im off. i want to eat! hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

2010-06-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

first day of school was already tiring. im not even looking forward for the next four days. well, minus tomorrow. i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo not looking forward for tomorrow at all! :(

aku sedih pasal takde orang nak belikan aku J.CO Donuts.

2010-06-27T20:11:00.004+08:00

school officially starts tomorrow. bye bye Term Break, i'll miss you. :(

another term of getting everything done on time, getting my ass out of bed and deciding what to wear for school. pfftt...

the next break i'll have is going to be around August. for now, i shall wait patiently for it to come around. tsk. im so going to be deprived of sleep again. gah~ story of my life...

oh oh! and Twilight Saga: Eclipse is coming out soon. i want to watch it on cinema! i dont care but the ending better be good compared to New Moon. i wished you were here to watch it with me. why are you there instead of here?!?!!?!?! :/

2010-06-26T14:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BELATED BIRTHDAY, HERLINA!

i wanted to post this up yesterday but my internet was down. so yeah. sorry. heh.

have an everlasting flow of happiness and may all your wishes come true okay?

meet up real soon huns! hahaha. :P

oh and on another sad note....

to you, i hope you're alright there. your news came very unexpected to me. we've never met but from your daily text for me, i know you're full of life. i'll pray for your safety.

Insyaallah. Al-Fatihah.

2010-06-24T11:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, SAB!

finally someone is 18 just like me and Zy! woooooooooooooooo~ hahahaha.

have an everlasting flow of happiness and may all of your wishes come true.

hope you enjoyed yesterday cause sure as hell, i did. heh.

we'll see each other soon okay? love you babe.

*insert many many hearts and blow kisses*

2010-06-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

i've been wanting to go to Zoo for lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng time and finally it was granted today. hoho~ and mind you, we planned this quite some time back eh... wanted it to be a normal outing like those we had going to Sentosa. but some cant make it. so, no point forcing them to come. and my long time dear friend, Khy, was the only guy there. but still, there was no way he's going to be all quiet and shy cause apparently, he cant stop talking. the only time you hear nothing coming out from him is when he's sleeping or when he's angry. other than that, be prepared to hear him talk nonsense. HAHAHA! oh yes yes, Erin was there too. she took that picture actually.

our first pit stop, we had lunch and it rained/drizzle a little but than, it stopped. we bought a whole lot of stuffs ok! kenyang dok! HAHAHA. we wanted to walk the whole Zoo. well, we almost did but the weather cheated our feelings and rained heavily! luckily, we were at the Kampung Hut and right in front was KFC. we sat there for shelter. hoping it'll stop but guess what?! it didnt! -.- almost sat there for 2 hours and then, we got hungry and ordered KFC. heh.

but anyways, i hope Sab and Herlina had a blast today. though the weather was so sucky and the celebration was just a mini one. love you girls much! (hearts)

and this is a message from Herlina. i was supposed to forward it to you guys, but i got lazy. so, here it goes...

"Hey, thanks for the advance birthday celebration. didnt expect anything when i actually thought its just a normal outing. appreciate it a lot and i had a great laughter even though it was pouring heavily. thanks a lot! :D"

2010-06-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

im supposed to turn in early today since im waking up super duper early tomorrow.

yeah, tomorrow is the Zoo Outing i've been waiting for. but i bet something's not going to be right tomorrow. whatever.... i'll try my best not to think bout it.

2010-06-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

I CANT UPLOAD ANY PICTURES CAUSE BLOGGER'S BEING BITCHY WITH ME! AGAIN! :(

2010-06-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

but dad, at times, i wished you were normal. i hate the times when you're having your major mood swings and act like none of us exist in the house. times you act like everything's my fault when actually, i have done no wrong at all. but i cant change that cause that's you. but whatever it is, thanks for all the things you've done for me. :)

2010-06-19T00:23:00.002+08:00

i have this habit of tying up my hair in a bun nowadays. call me a mak nenek, i dont care. cause i've lost hope on my hair already. im just waiting for my mother to get her pay and i can finally get my hair snip! but this time, no short hair! i've had enough of them. time to let it growwwwwwwwwww~ but with layers. heh. :DDD

but come to think of it, tying up hair in a bun is already a trend. you know like the messy bun... i've been dying to tie my hair in a messy bun but it all comes out super mess like i just woke up in the morning. me no like. HAHAHA. for now, i'll just stick to the bun i've been doing for the past week.

woot, and term break is almost ending... i have another week before school starts. part of me is excited. another part of me just want to die cause i know im going to deprived of sleep. hate it mann... the next break im going to have is around August. haiyaaaa~ bery long eh? tsk. okay, its going to be 12.30am, i better be off! muaaaaaaaaaaah~

2010-06-16T14:47:00.005+08:00

everyone is changing their blogskins. so did i. haha. im bored lah. what do you expect?! -.- actually, i have a lot of things to do. but i either cannot think of any of them or just have zero mood to do them. bah~

anyways, yesterday i met Herlina and we went off to RP to have lunch with Khairil. my other reason to drop by there was to get back my thumb drive from Khairil. but guess what?! i forgot to ask it from him. awesome eh?! -.- but my trip to Woodlands wasnt wasted cause i get to meet Herlina Na Na and talk crap! good times huh? i just wished Fatin w

as there too.. it feels like forever the three of us just hung out and talk like idiots. tsk... soon

okay, girls? with tiffany also. and yes Herlina, i want the pictures in your camera okay?

(hearts)

after that, met Zy and Kak Zanti and we walked to Erin house while Kak Zanti walked the same way home. hohoho~ and as expected, i love being there cause i'd be home with an aching cheek from laughing too much. heh.

2010-06-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

Day 1 of Term Break just passed. and look! its already 12am! hahaha. going to meet Herlina and Khairil for lunch at RP in the morning. i hope i get to meet my women, Kak Zanti and Kak Baah there too. heh. then, meeting Zy and Erin after that. wooooooo~ meeting so many people eh. i better not slack on my studies. hoho~

went to Ham's house today. she arranged her room again! hahaha. but now, its much more spacious than before. heh. am now webcam-ming with Erin. hahaha. :P

2010-06-13T13:14:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating since 10 June. presentation on Thursday is done! like finally! phewww~

so, on Friday, went to Johor with the Cik Ina and family. well, except with Ariffin. it has been a looooooooooooooooooooong time since i've stepped at Pandan. so, had dinner. Abg Ayun's treat. best or what?! hahaha. :P

after shopping a little, went to their Mama Shida, their aunt place's at Johor. and damn you, it was a HUGE house okay! got swimming pool also! bloody hell! jealous okay! HAHAHA. :DD

i arrived home at bout 2 plus. was super tired but i had fun. seriously...

the next day, went IT Fair with my brother and mother. bought my laptop there. heh heh. so now, i will have no trouble doing my homeworks and assignments anymore. yes! hahha.

so everyone, meet Adam, my Asus laptop! :DD

2010-06-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

it was Constance birthday yesterday. and for 17 years, this is her first birthday celebrated in school. cause you know, usually its the holidays and stuff. so, i've been planning this for 2 weeks, i think. and im glad it turned out just the way i wanted it. even though she said, she somehow knew this was coming. and yes, my class contibuted! great right?! awwwwwwwwww~~ sadly, stella was out sick last two days. tsk. thanks IT1007 for contributing and i hope there'll be more birthdays to be celebrated.

and today, i laughed too hard that my cheeks hurt! seriously... and tomorrow is the last day of school before term break. and i have a lot of things to catch up. myohmy... i cant wait! <3